frustrated

With the Holidays right around the corner, I am bound and determined to get in shape before hand. I have been doing a lot of research on line how to go about this and what it basically comes down to is: Eat Less, Move More. How dumb is that? This is going to be hard.
I also found a website that you can punch in your weight, height and age and it will tell you how much you should weigh. Well folks, based on my calculations, I have about 27 lbs to lose. I'm feeling really overwhelmed at this finding. I started back at the gym last night after work and today I am sore. I'm going again tonight. I have really been trying to eat less and eat healthier. I feel the last year or so I have made quite a few changes to my diet that I thought would make a difference in my weight. Apparently not, because I haven't even lost a pound! I have gone vegetarian, I haven't eated fast food in who knows how long and I don't really drink soda anymore. (Except yesterday, I had 2 cokes. Yikes.) I think that I am just meant to be this size. It's really depressing.

Working out at the gym is really hard. I choose a mix of running on the treadmill and the eliptical. Running absolutely sucks. It's nice to have some time to myself though. This is the time where I vent and release all my stress. I wish I could just be anorexic for like 2 weeks.